It seems 90% of my enjoyment of this game comes from thinking about it rather than playing it. You know thinking about stuff like "Man, wouldn't it be cool if UO wasnt stupid in this way or that way..." or "won't it be fun to play the character im working up, even though it never really is..." I don't really know why im hanging on anymore. The game isnt going to turn around, it will just get worse and worse. I think this much is clear by now. I even preordered my soul stones err I mean 8th age... why? I don't think I know anymore. I dont really know why I posted this, I guess I just feel sad about the fact that im probably going to quit, and whats left of this shard is all I have left tying me to the game honestly. I never thought I would leave. It was allways "ill be here till the servers go down for the last time". I've been here from the start of the game, but I just don't care anymore, and I think I could be better spending my time and money elsewhere. Siege is never going to get its fair share of dev time or even reasonable consideration when changes are being made, and players and conditions on normal shards are so far gone its pointless to hope anymore. Not sitting down after work to mess around, and not reading the boards over my cereal before work will be sort of sureal, but maybe its time. I havent decided fully yet, but its only a matter of reason winning out over sentiment, and admitting to myself UO is dead. Then Its just a matter of placing flowers on its grave respectfully, and with great reverence, then hitting the unsubcribe button. Well I just wanted to share my situation with the only real online family ive ever felt a part of.