For the atomic f-bombing I gave the shard tonight in Global chat. I admit I was waaay out of line. However my bad behavior doesn't excuse other bad behavior. Two wrongs don't make a right. Sis and I were calling out the next place in global to help as many people as possible. Sis was gating to next spot. We did read the scroll and it did say honor if we'd checked honor box it would have said spirituality. The EMs were having a bit o fun making us back track. I lost my temper when one of my own alliance members started arguing with me. Then I died and a dozen or so people from TMC Guild ran through me. No one offered a rez I died rezzing one of your members. TMC you ARE NOT off the hook with me; not by a long shot. There are some of your members that are extremely nice. Sunlaira you are a sweetheart! On the other hand you have some members than are MORE HATED than I am on our shard. Not naming names..if you play Legends you'll know who I'm talking about. The other burr under my saddle was the jerk scooping up carrots like a damned Dyson vacuum! None of it excuses my behavior. I want everyone to have a fair shot at these events. I'm flustrated. I got issues in RL that are causing me to be short tempered and I apologize for that too. I am sorry for going off. Bear with me, I'm trying. My heart's in the right place; even if the rest of me is not.