FL denied me (would take a vote but was told not looking good)... I don't get it, I am STILL in FL, just needed info to get in... But now I am not allowed in... cause all the new players don't like me... All the Alumni would want me in but the newer guys don't... What do I do now..? I have burned bridges everywhere I guess, plus I am told that this is not even the real FL... I am so confused. I just don't get it... I am a jerk on the forums, sure, I allow myself to be targeted so people have some fun. I may not be the best pvper... I have contributed to the Pac shard for may years, I give away free armor and weps to people, I have helped the economy on Pac for a while... I don't cheat or dupe in anyway whatsoever... Never have. I hardly ever talk in game. I have helped a LOT of pvpers who are now amazing when they first started out. I have helped people in any way I can in game... BUT because of me being a jerk on forums... Nobody accepts me... I just don't get it. People that know me in TS know I am ok guy, I put a lot of heat on myself to get a rise from people... I like to tell stories, but overall I like to just have fun... But I guess I have went over the line... EVery single guild I have tried turned me down... Even M turned me down, and I didn't try there yet... I mean, I like to be a jerk, and get people to pay atttention to me... I do the same thing on the radio... But you can hear me when I joke... Here, it's just text. BloodRaven and I were enemies for a long time... he got in Vent and got to know me, and now I consider him a good friend. I am not gonna change, I am who I am... But I didn't notice I really pissed people off... Sorry guys.